Forgiveness Prayer

Who hurt you? What did they do? What are all the consequences of that injury? What are you owed to make it right?

Now pray with me...

Holy God, my King Jesus, I release this all to You. I'm Your image and Your body, so You were sinned against just as I have sinned against You. You forgave me for sinning against You: infinitely pure loving innocence; therefore I forgive those who have sinned against me - broken people whom You love enough to die to save, just as You died to save me. Amen.

Times are changing. Old things are dying, and patriarchy is one of them. It is a cruel empire and will not relinquish its scepter willingly. But it will crumble to dust. Some will fight it, but with each swipe of the horn, the ram called Gilead but named Rome will copy itself into the flesh of its enemies. The double 23rd emperor arrives in 4 hours/ else the big joke comes in 4 days.

The emperor would have abandoned Soul Krea to Kim for 32 pieces of gold. A Dragon would purchase the East for 500 pieces of gold. The Thai maid would be served as an appetizer. Two pieces of platinum are owed to the Dragon, and the emperor watches his children for who will settle the debt with blood.

But the Coywolf came for a meal, and he's left his son the Cloud of Darkness. The Cloud covers the eyes of half and burns the eyes of all. Those whose eyes burn from above within will see love and love will win.

Though the remnant will seem few, we will be purified like fine gold. Ego will burn in the light of love. One faith with the human of Miriam the son of life as King and the All Parent filling every heart with Pure Love for All and all will arise from the ashes - this beauty. Even Beauty will be blemished until the day her beloved husband weds her.

Put on the white robes of innocence. How would the Child love the smokey eyed? How would the Child love the burning eyed?

White knights will mount their steeds and hunt Frankenstein, but their hunting will create their monster. Yet some of the monsters will prove innocence with their own blood, and thus the emperors will crumble.

These are my thoughts. I speak what I hear, even if I speak not knowing what I say.

Out of the hole in the ground

"What are you doing?"

I poured the pearlescent glowing fluid into the clay lump as I said, "I'm pouring pure love into them."

"But they are inanimate! Why would you love things with no life in them?!"

"Where do you think you came from?"

A mound of clay trembled in pain, and I bent down to pour in extra love. 

"What does it do?"

"The love works its way through the crust to reach the hollow heart of the clay mound. Simultaneously, the life which is love is working its way up through the crust below, to reach that same hollow heart at that same time."

Suddenly the trembling mound belched a moist black crusty flow for a few moments, accompanied by a groaning noise. Wiping my face and eyes clear, I went on, "Sometimes the pressure builds up until a new fissure cracks and releases pent up pain."

The clay mound continued to tremble, and I continued to pour. Suddenly an eruption of light pressed out from the previously hollow heart of the clay mound, and I helped a small child out of the hole in the ground.

Upcycle

In the next 7 years we will see wars, famines, droughts, fires, floods, plagues, pestilences and revival. The old ways are dying and the ancient ways are being reborn. For much of our history, history has yielded support to the conquerors, but the Kingdom of Peace has come and history has remembered strength is found in weakness - power is found in love - wealth is found in sacrifice. The world is upside down, and it is time to right the wrongs we may. War is coming to the world, but we will carry peace.

Reflections on the News

I see a man calling out in the streets, "Look at that donkey over there! If he moves, you know he's just evil. But if he stands still, why that cunning devil is dastardly evil! You know I'm right, because I told you! Now watch me as I overturn the laws of God's creation and perform miracles by my own power for you! You know I will, and if I don't you're a traitor!"

Then I see half of the people pass by, patiently waiting for him to just go away, while half of them are listening to every word he speaks because he makes them think they're obeying the law when they give the money they steal over to him. Meanwhile he stands on his soapbox full of sick and starving widows, orphans and immigrants.

Kingdom of God

Ez 37:21-24,  (paraphrased from NIV) 

"Then tell them, ‘This is what the sovereign Lord says: Look, I am about to take My people from among the nations where they are. I will gather them from round about and bring them to My Kingdom.  I will make them one nation in the world, on the high places, and one King will rule over them all. They will never again be from many nations and never again be divided into many kingdoms. They will not defile themselves with loving other things more than me, their detestable things, and all their rebellious deeds. I will save them from all their unfaithfulness by which they sinned. I will purify them; they will become my people and I will become their God.

My Son Jesus will be King over them; there will be one Shepherd for all of them. They will do my will and carefully love one another. They will live the promised place, they and everyone who follows Me. Jesus my Son will be prince over them forever. I will make a covenant of peace with them; it will be an eternal covenant with them. I will establish them, increase their numbers, and place my sanctuary in their hearts forever. I will live in them; I will be their God whom they will love more than anything, and they will be my people whom I love with all My heart. Then, when my Heart is in them forever, the world will know that I, the Lord, sanctify My people.’”

People think they are a part of the Kingdom of God simply because they believe God is real. Other's because they believe Jesus is God's Son. These folks would probably be happy in a Heaven that had all of their loved ones living forever in peace and harmony, enjoying whatever they were permitted, even if they never really got to interact with God all that much. People in the Kingdom of God would rather exist in the lowest depths of Hell with no other loved ones if God were with them, than spend one second in Heaven away from God. Perhaps this takes time for the Spirit to grant.

When do we truly become saved? Some say that you are only saved if you have this kind of passion about God. Others say that you are saved as long as you believe in God. The 5 solas say that we are only saved by grace through faith in Christ according to scripture and all to enjoy and praise God. So then, is it necessary to enjoy God above all others in order to be saved? I know that all sin is the preference for something other than God, so anytime you sin you are enjoying something above God. But if you have to enjoy God most in order to be saved, you would have lost your salvation every time you sin. This certainly isn't true.

What level of faith is required to reach the minimum? Well, I don't know. This much I do know: stopping isn't an option. However much trust we've given to God, once we stop giving Him more of ourselves, we have stopped growing. Only deadwood doesn't grow, livewood even grows in the winter. Only dead fish don't swim, and freshwater fish swim upstream. Stop growing, and you might as well say you're done with God. I love how John puts it in Revelation 2 & 3, and Paul in Hebrews 12:1-3.

I love learning and growing. I can't tell you how disappointed I was that university was over when I graduated. I had very mixed feelings. I was also very immature. There is nothing as exhilarating as knowing that I will forever be learning about God, and growing in knowledge about Him. Two years ago, I had to constantly keep myself distracted in order to keep from being overwhelmed by the utter pointlessness of so much of my life. How many years worth of hours did I waste on video games? How much cash did I flush down the drain with my degrees? What is the point of all of this effort I put in when the person I did most of it for is unhappy with me? Do I even want to live if this is life? 

Now I can't keep my mind off of God, and I wouldn't want it any other way. Don't get me wrong, if I stop thinking about God, it is easy to forget about Him. But I get too depressed too quickly without Him to let myself stray too far. Now that I know that every time I return to God, He pulls me out of whatever muck and mire my emotions have pulled me down to, I know that I am safe with Him. I can let Him lead me down any path, because no matter how bad it gets, He will be my defence. I will be consoled by Him when I am thinking about Him. Life is awesome. I am so excited for death, because His love is better than life.

Kingdom of God

What is the Kingdom of God?
Simply this: those for whom God is King.
God is my King, but how is God my King? By my choosing to obey Him and trust Him completely, willingly admitting my failures and my inability to do anything without Him. All of this motivated out of love for my King. Seek first the Kingdom of God, and all this will be added unto you. There is one thing that matters. One entity in the universe who matters. Jesus. The Triune God. Father, Son and Spirit. Seek the love of God above all others and everything else will fall into place, even if that place is in the center of a storm, you will ride it out like calm waters, walking like on dry ground.

This is the Kingdom of God: to see clearly the flow of the universe, and be content because God is all satisfying. Sincerely all satisfying, and not just ethereally, metaphorically or philosophically, but actually and experientially. Here the temptation of pride is constantly struck down by one's own weaknesses which are blessed thorns which keep one absolutely reliant on God.

The Kingdom of God is infinitely wealthy, each member has a limitless credit card with all payments due paid by the King Himself. Need God, and all your need will be met.